I feel mentally paralyzed.
I can’t focus on anything other than what’s been going on and if I’m being completely honest, I don’t know how anyone could be focused on anything else. It occupies a prison cell in my mind - ‘rent free’ you could say.
Thinking about these things constantly has made me physically ill. But what choice do I have? It’s obviously bad for me but I cannot look away. Each day brings new horrors and I feel like I’m counting the days until I’m eligible for parole.
And then, like a prisoner looking out of a window, I see people being carefree and joyful and all I can feel is bitterness and rage in quiet response.
What the fuck is wrong with you…
I pass by three boys fishing in a pond on a hot summer day and my first thought is not how idyllic the scene is but instead of how privileged they are in their white skin. I ponder how they will never have to think about what it’s like to watch their parents be assaulted, zip-tied and kidnapped in front of them. They will never know the pain of returning home to an empty house because mommy and daddy have been flown to Gitmo or dropped in the ocean with shackles.
I live in a predominantly white area. Or perhaps, I could say that I live behind enemy lines. Take your pick.
Everywhere I go it’s like a Norman Rockwell painting come to life and animated by A.I., except that in the background of these paintings you can see former slave plantations. You can see the faces of ghosts of murdered Natives and slaves and there’s blood, everywhere.
You ever see those old photos of white people celebrating lynchings? We’re living that right now.
I see A.I. Norman Rockwell renditions of the Klan and good ‘ol boys in pickup trucks with shotguns and confederate flags, hunting for human prey; cops with pig heads and shit eating grins, bellies fat and boots bloody. Alligators eating us alive as MAGA laughs and takes pictures and sells merch.
How would Norman Rockwell depict ICE?
I came to the conclusion the other day that what the Trump administration is doing in ameriKKKa is modeled after what Israel is doing to Palestinians.
Israel wants to wipe Palestinians off of the map and I believe that’s the plan here with Latinos. Sick and demented ghoul, Laura Loomer, tweeted the other day about how she’d like to feed alligators 65 million meals consisting of Latinos. It’s no coincidence that there are just that many Latinos in the U.S.
They are not shy about sharing that they want us all dead. And that’s not hyperbole. This is holocaust talk.
I researched if Israel is a white ethnostate.
According to Google it’s not because there is a small population of Arabs there. But I think Google is wrong. I think that if Israel is 75% Jewish and the remaining 20% is a population they’re actively trying to eradicate, then I think it qualifies as a white ethno state.
After further digging, it’s painfully obvious that the goal there is to have 100% Jewish population and to eventually eradicate the area of any so-called “Arabs” entirely. The U.S. government supports this.
There are numerous articles detailing how the Arabs who do live in the region still are treated as second glass citizens, have less rights and are treated with acute and growing hostility.
This is all too familiar with what is going on the in U.S. The U.S. has never, ever forgotten that Mexicans are indigenous to the land and thus has tried to eradicate us several times.
Trump’s latest attempt is nothing new but it’s on steroids. The framework as far as what Israel is trying to accomplish is the same.
This administration has made it abundantly clear that they want to push the envelope as far as possible in making the U.S. a white ethnostate. That’s their goal and they’ve said it out loud several times now.
That has been the goal of the racist Heritage Foundation (author if Project 2025), forever and that’s who’s calling the shots in Washington: white supremacists and white nationalists.
Whereas in Israel, they are willing to commit literal genocide to achieve their goal and use U.S. money to do it, in ameriKKKa, they are willing to do the same, just with different measures. What we’re experiencing is ethnic cleansing. For now…
After watching the U.S. government not only fund genocide in Gaza, but actively cheer it on and then turn around and forbid anyone to protest it with the threat of deportation, I am of the opinion that if citizens in the U.S. do, eventually, try to fight back with an armed rebellion, the response from the government would be similar to what Israel is doing to Gaza.
I do think these people are sick enough to resort to bombing cities and to mass exterminations if push comes to shove. We are already past the point of no return and I fear things will get much, much worse.
The only questions that remain once this sick, sadistic bill passes is how far are we going to allow them to take things before we decide that it really is better to die on our feet than to serve on our knees..?
Guess we’ll find out.
Fuck the Fourth and fuck fascism.
S/C